Anxiety

Starting to get nervous about the half-marathon. I shouldn't have such high expectations for myself, but I can't help it. When I feel like I can't do something perfectly, I would rather not do it at all. Yes, I know this is a terrible attitude, but it's just the way I am. That's why I hated skiing for so long. I'd like to average 14 min/mile at the SLOWEST. Hmmm.... I think I can do that, but I'll have to figure out how to keep myself on that pace during the race. Maybe I'll write it on my arm where I should be time-wise at each mile. The Nike+ iPod thing isn't what I had hoped. I wonder if I still have the receipt... they'll take it back within 30 days...